Old Memories Became Cold

Lokesh Umak in childhood
I don't know, but. I'm very disappointed on things, recently I build my new home at my native place. Since I'm not staying at my native villege about 7 years, all my childhood memories are attached to it and specially to my old home. Now my old house is no more exist and whatever my child memories was, it is now completly vanished off. There were days when I use to go my village, before I reach to home, it use to come inside of mind, my old house was made up of without bricks, just only brown soil, roof of kavaleru-somewhat brick colour and main thing is,
it used to give me fragrance of my family, days I spent, how I started walking, how I use to roam around it and everything. Home was cheap but most valuable as I'm born and brought up there. Now I can't feel the same after spending lot of amout and even I can't feel good around though my family members around me. I'm fail now to recollect and remember those fancy days, my childhood. I don't feel eager to go home and meet everyone as I use to get the feeling before this. There was a type of soil which I can not get in this world now. I just want to tell you guys, treasure these kind of valuable things in your life, once it goes away its hard to achieve again as this is not money that everyone can earn.